Monday, June 9, 2014

The Problems of Aversion-Exhilaration Paradox

Fruitkin as Prom Queen

As many have surely observed, one of the strangest social phenomena is the level of intense enthusiasm/exhilaration over things that are odd, weird, perverse, and even obscene. Why would this be? Shouldn’t people feel a natural aversion to things that are so obviously weird, distasteful, abnormal, and/or obscene? At best, shouldn’t the reaction of most people be that of reluctant tolerance? But instead, we see people getting all nuttily enthused about stuff like ‘gay pride parade’, ‘gay marriage’, and the ‘gay male prom queen’. So, what is going on? Why is that some things that are naturally abhorrent to most people are being received and praised with so much mindless enthusiasm, exhilaration, and even worship?

Perhaps, psychology has a term for such a response, but we will call it the ‘aversion-exhilaration paradox’. It is paradoxical since some of the wildest enthusiasm seems to be reserved for something that is so obviously off-putting, weird, ridiculous, ludicrous, perverse, and/or obscene.
We know that some things are easy for people to get enthused about. Who doesn’t like ice cream? So, if you tell kids that they’re gonna get ice cream, they’re happy. They don’t have to MAKE AN EFFORT to get happy since they’re naturally happy. And since the happiness and enthusiasm for ice cream come so naturally, there may not be much in the way of intensity of enthusiasm. Okay, so they love ice cream, and they’re gonna get some. Yum, and that’s that.

Now, take something kids don’t like, such as spinach — personally, I like it or hate it depending on how it’s prepared, but that’s another matter. Kids have a natural aversion to certain foods, and spinach is one of them for many children. So, they will naturally be disappointed if their parents say they have to eat a plateful of it. But suppose kids are told that spinach is holy food — indeed food of the gods —, and that if you don’t like spinach, you’re a mentally unbalanced spinachaphobe, you are a hater, and you’re just an all-around bad, bad child. Since kids want to be liked and win approval, they will feel shame for not liking it. And yet, deep down inside, they still don’t like it. But they have to like it because they’ve been told they’re awful unless they like it. So, the enthusiasm for spinach cannot be natural. It doesn’t come easily. It requires a lot of effort. Indeed, EXTRA EFFORT is called for in order to overcome the natural aversion to spinach. And even more EXTRA EFFORT in order to repress the fact that, deep down inside, one doesn’t really like spinach. So, one goes about acting like Popeye, as if spinach is the best-tasting, most wonderful, most nutritious, and most magical food in the world. So, paradoxically, the natural aversion to spinach and one’s effort to overcome it(and repress one’s doubt about one’s strained excitement for spinach)can make one even more enthusiastic of something one doesn’t like than of something that one naturally likes.

Indeed, consider the black queer ‘prom queen’ at the high school dance. What would be the natural response of any sane and normal person to such a thing? Laughter, ridicule, and mockery. I mean it looks like parody, silliness, childishness, stupidity, retardation, a joke. But society, as governed by the Jewish elites and their mini-me allies the homos, teaches young people that it’s terribly ‘sinful’, ‘unjust’, ‘unequal’, and ‘hateful to not ‘welcome’ and ‘celebrate’ homosexuality. After all, it’s no longer enough to just tolerate homosexuals. One MUST exhibit proof of enthusiasm, exhilaration, devotion, and even worship in order to be labeled a ‘good progressive’ person who’s against ‘hate’. So, kids must repress their natural inclination to laugh and ridicule the notion of some funny-ass black jiver queer ‘prom queen’. But since such enthusiasm simply doesn’t come naturally, they must make an EXTRA EFFORT to repress their doubts and to express their obligatory enthusiasm. Also, one must repress the fact that one is a wimp who is cowering to the demands of the powers-that-be that imposes such a ridiculous notion as ‘gay pride’ — pride over guys doing fecal penetration one another or men having their penises sliced off to be fitted with artificial vaginas. What is a potent way to hide one’s shame? By exhibiting extreme enthusiasm. Therefore, the aversion-exhilaration paradox.

Aversion-exhilaration paradox is more common than most people might think. So much of what we feel great enthusiasm about is actually something we feel a natural aversion to. Consider TV talk-shows where some ugly, crippled, and wretched woman is paraded onto the stage. Our natural reaction is obviously revulsion since we prefer the healthy and the normal. But since society tells us to feel compassion for the unfortunate, we repress our feelings of aversion. So far, so good, as we should feel sympathy for the unfortunate. We certainly shouldn’t harass, taunt, or torment people like, say, the famous Elephant Man. But what if that’s not enough? If society defacto forces us to praise the notion of ‘cripple pride’ — i.e. it’s not enough for us to feel sympathy for the unfortunate but we must praise, celebrate, and worship them — , then we must not only suppress our natural aversion but force ourselves to believe that we genuinely feel enthusiastic about the ‘beauty’ of crippled people. Since such feelings are not natural, we must make an EXTRA EFFORT to convince ourselves of such emotions and display them, and so our show of enthusiasm for ‘cripple pride’ may actually be even more powerful than our enthusiasm for beauty. After all, it doesn’t take any effort to admire beauty. It comes naturally and easily. And we don’t have to make a collective show of it since every individual feels so naturally drawn to beauty. And it doesn’t have to be imposed with mass hysteria and punitive taboos since what is more natural than finding pleasure in admiring beauty?

If anything, we feel an aversion to anti-beauty, and this is why extreme Islamic societies suffer from aversion-enthusiasm paradox when it comes to feminine beauty. Muslim men, like most men, naturally admire beauty and wanna see more of it. But Islam says feminine beauty displayed publicly is sinful, shameful, obscene, dirty, sacrilegious, and pretty bad stuff. So, Muslim men must repress their natural love of feminine beauty, and they must embrace the naturally aversive notion that beauty-shown-publicly is vile and wicked. They must force themselves to believe that women draped and veiled in black look pretty good. But since such aversive feelings don’t come naturally, Muslim men must make an EXTRA EFFORT to be anti-beauty. In this sense, the logic behind the current Western worship of ‘gays’ — propagated by Jews — and the logic behind the Islamic suppression of feminine beauty share an element of the aversion-exhilaration/enthusiasm paradox. Both are enforcing onto the masses what is naturally aversive. Western folks have to be pressured to believe that there’s beauty and honor in men porking their penises into the fecal holes of other men, in men having their body parts mutilated and their veins pumped with massive amounts of artificial hormones, and in two guys pretending that they are ‘two daddies’ or ‘daddy and mommy’, indeed as if the anus or poo-sy is the same as pussy. The homo agenda would also have us believe that the rainbow is the symbol of male fecal penetration among homos, of two lesbians having sex by humping a hole with a hole(???), and of a black guy cutting off his penis and putting on a wig and calling himself a blonde lady.
Laverne Cox the Black Guy as Blonde Woman
This sort of thing used to be reserved for Mad Magazine and the Onion when this nation had a healthy sense of satire and irony. Today, you better accept and praise it with a straight face, or else, you will be accused and attacked as a ‘hater’ and be destroyed worse than any Stalinist, Maoist, or communist spy/subversive was blacklisted during the so-called ‘McCarthy Era’. (Btw, given that so many far-right and Nazi sympathizers had their careers destroyed during the WWII era, how come that period isn’t denounced as the sinister ‘Roosevelt Blacklist Era’? Of course, Jews and Liberals control the academia and media, and they’re only offended by blacklist against the far left but never against the far right. It’s the same today in places like London where a university banned a club because it discusses the ideas of right-wing philosophers like Friedrich Nietzsche and Martin Heidegger. Welcome to the Jew World Order. Jewish defense of freedom of speech was always about opportunism, never about principles.)

Aversion-Exhilaration Paradox is also common among soldiers. After all, soldiers are humans, and humans naturally don’t want to get shot, torn to pieces, stabbed with bayonets, blown to bits, crippled, blinded, and etc., all of which happen all too often in wars. Also, many soldiers don’t want to kill civilians, even of the enemies. But soldiers don’t have a choice. Once drafted or volunteered into the force, they must shut up and obey orders as long as they are in uniform. Even in a volunteer army, one is free only when one volunteers. Once entered into the service, one is essentially an attack dog of the elites, and since US is run by Jews, American soldiers are nothing more than attack dogs of the likes of Victoria Nuland and other vile hideous Jews who send goy boys to do all the killing, dying, and getting maimed for Jewish supremacist interests.
Since soldiers must do as they’re told and must repress their fears, they must make an EXTRA EFFORT to convince themselves and others of their great fighting spirit and enthusiasm for war. Prior to the Iraq Invasion, American soldiers were shown clips of APOCALYPSE NOW and encouraged to rock to songs like ‘Rock the Casbah’ by the Clash. Soldiers must hide all their fears since it might seem wussy, dishonorable, and even treasonous on the eve of war. So, the very soldiers who are naturally sick in the stomach with fear and anxiety about battles-to-be-fight can seem the most delirious and passionate in their willingness to charge into the battlefield in order to die for ‘national glory’. Consider ‘Ron Kovic’ prior to be shipped off to Vietnam in BORN ON THE FOURTH OF JULY. He tries so hard to convince himself that it’s going to be a great adventure where he gets to play the great hero. In a way, the aversion-exhilaration paradox is the basic idea behind SAVING PRIVATE RYAN. The film begins in a manner that is so harrowing that we feel a natural aversion to combat. Most viewers naturally feel, "gee, I’m sure I wasn’t there and I never wanna end up in combat." But the inspirational John Williams music, the Norman Rockwellian iconography of the soldiers-transforming-into-heroes, the uh-goshy patriotism and paeans to the virtues of sacrifice, and all that stuff make the audience feel guilty about feeling any doubts about the nobility of the men’s mission to fight the war and save Ryan. So, by the movie’s end, the audience is made to feel in terms of "Have I been a GOOD man?" Since ‘goodness’ is measured by one’s willingness to fight and die in a war to rid the world of the main enemy of Jews, the audience is ‘inspired’ — and emotionally manipulated, brutalized, and coerced — to repress their natural aversion to getting blown up in war and to replace it with great enthusiasm. Not surprisingly, SAVING PRIVATE RYAN was soon followed by TV shows like BAND OF BROTHERS that lionized the ‘greatest generation’.

Overcoming aversion is necessary in any moral order. It’s even necessary for good health. After all, who wants to undergo surgery or take bitter medicine? Who wants to eat healthy food that tastes yucky? Who wants to wake up every morning and get stuck in traffic on the way to work? Who wants to risk his life by entering a burning house to put out the fire? But people must do all that in order to maintain social order and moral values.
Even so, there are good things we don’t like and bad things we don’t like. Spinach is good for kids, but most kids don’t like it. But when it comes to eating shit, we not only have an extreme aversion to it but our aversion is good and necessary for it’s unhealthy to eat da poo poo. So, if we have a fear of being forced to eat da poo-poo, it’s not a phobia but a naturally healthy response to a disgusting act — though there are some people with natural fetishes for eating disgusting stuff, including poo-poo; and some people seem to enjoy eating human flesh. (Maybe libertarians can champion cannibalism whereby the family of a deceased member can sell his body parts to cannibals. That way, no murder is committed, and it’s all about the freedom of choice. And maybe libertarians and ‘progressives’ should unite to legalize the eating of dogs and cats. After all, if it’s okay to kill and devour animals as intelligent as pigs because eating pork is a cultural norm in the West, isn’t it a case of ‘privileging’ western cultural norms over the Asian, American Indian, Polynesian, and some African ones where dogs are regarded as food? By golly, isn’t that ‘racist’ and ‘Euro-centric’? What about ‘culinary equality’ or ‘culinary freedom-to-choose’?) But suppose society says poo-poo is a form of sacred food and that those who find the practice of eating poo-poo disgusting are ‘poophobic’ and mentally sick in the head. Suppose children are educated from a young age that eating-da-poo-poo is wonderful, and since there is a small minority of people who naturally like to eat da poo-poo, eating da poo-poo should not only be tolerated but welcomed in the name of ‘food equality’. Of course, it’s difficult for most people to swallow poo-poo, so they won’t do it. But since poo-poo has been elevated to iconic/sacred status, they must at least show great enthusiasm for the glory of eating da poo-poo. So, at poo pride or poo-ride rallies, they show up and go crazy as floats are wheeled across celebrating the greatness of poo-poo. The thing is they must make an EXTRA EFFORT to be especially delirious in their support since they must repress their natural aversion to the idea of eating da poo-poo. Of course, to conceal the true nature of poo-poo-eating, the promoters of poo pride will wrap the poo culture in rainbow colors and other pleasant-looking imagery and glitz. If Wall Street could package so much worthless shitty derivatives and sell them around the world by packaging/stamping it with AAA-rated approval, then why can’t the elites sell something like the homo agenda or poo pride?

There are necessary things we must accept(even if unpleasant) and there are things we must necessarily tolerate even if they don’t hold much value for us. Because so much of life is about ‘no pain, no gain’, we must necessarily handle much pain and aggravation in all aspects of life. As for crippled people and people with low IQ, they may not be of much use to society, but as fellow humans, they have to be taken care of and/or treated with decency. But there’s a difference between making some effort to be more decent and making an EXTRA EFFORT to convince ourselves that what we must tolerate or acknowledge is the greatest thing since sliced bread.
Consider the queer black prom queen pictured above. Yes, there are such people in the world. They are ridiculous, but they are what they are, and they shouldn’t be taunted or attacked. But notice how the school went overboard and convinced itself to pretend that such ‘sexuality’ is the greatest thing since baked buns. There is element of servility, condescension, and narcissism(both vain and moral) in all this. There is the servility to political correctness. There is the condescension in trying to boost the ‘self-esteem’ of some freak-as-noble-victim. (The condescension is racial as well as ‘sexual’, a kind of double ‘affirmative action’.) And there is the narcissism on part of the Negro queer ‘prom queen’ in actually believing himself to be beautiful when any honest person will say he looks ludicrous and ‘faggoty’, and there is the preening ‘moral’ narcissism on the part of the school that thinks itself sooooooooo pwogwessive because it upholds a very ‘anti-normative’ notion of beauty that happens to be oh-so-‘inclusive’. The whole thing stinks of bullshit.
Or consider the case where a school — actually two schools — secretly plotted a sports scenario where a retarded student would be helped to score a touchdown on the football field. Of course, the problem isn’t the compassion that the students felt for the poor kid. That much is to be lauded. It’s their over-enthused fantasy that what the kid achieved is a real touchdown. Now, kids feel a natural aversion to retarded children. Kids don’t want to hang around retards, and girls surely don’t want to date them. And long ago, perhaps such kids were too neglected, mocked, and mistreated. So, one could say it’s a good thing that kids have been raised to be more sensitive today — though, to be sure, the number of retards have been reduced thanks to fetal screening and selective abortion. But, the charade that the retarded kid is a some kind of student-athlete who actually made a touchdown, that is just bogus. Worse, though it seems to be about selflessness, it’s a form of moral narcissism, as if to parade oneself to the world that you are so caring and compassionate that you went so far as to make a retard feel good about himself. But the retarded kid has been sold on a lie. And the audience has been softly bullied into going along with the charade since people don’t want to be seen as ‘mean-spirited’, ‘uncaring’, and ‘hateful’ for calling out on the bullshit. We can treat unfortunate people with caring and decency without going out of our way to pretend that their misfortune is actually some kind of great fortune. We don’t need this Forrest-Gumpity BS which is a horrible fantasy about the world. Also, notice that the ‘moral’ pressure that forces us to pretend that the retarded kid scored a ‘real touchdown’ is much like our pretension that two lesbians or two homo guys can ‘have a child together’. Melissa Ethridge didn’t have a child with her lesbian lover. She had the child with David Crosby, but as in HANDMAID’S TALE, the real biological parent has to be nixed out of the equation while we must pretend that the woman had the child with another woman. We may over-enthusiastically pat ourselves on the back for our supportive compassion and applause for lesbians(as poor noble victims), but it’s all built on a lie that no honest person can take seriously.
So, even ‘good intentions’ can mask pathological amounts of deception and self-deception. It’s like the Housing Bubble under George W. Bush had so many enthusiasts on both sides of the ideological divide since they had to swallow and suppress so much bullshit to fool themselves that everything would turn out alright in offering no-interest home loans to so many people who live paycheck to paycheck or don’t even have any kind of steady income. People have a natural aversion to total bullshit, but if the bullshit is protected and promoted in the name of ‘equality’ and ‘diversity’ — and of course, Wall Street greed — , then even the experts come under pressure to swallow and peddle the BS. And since their rational minds remain skeptical, they have to compensate by expunging their natural doubts with boundless enthusiasm. There is an element of cultist devotion and religiosity in all this, and indeed, Jews understood this very well as they are the masters of psychology.

Indeed, the aversion-exhilaration paradox is intrinsic to all religions, some more than others. Religions, especially the higher ones, cannot function without pressuring and even forcing people to overcome certain natural tendencies and aversions. The positive side of this is the civilizing effect it has on people as, after all, so many natural human tendencies and drives are ‘base’ and ‘animal’. Surely, any Jewish kid through the ages would have preferred to run around and play than sit at the feet of some mean-spirited hairy Rabbi who instructed him with ‘boring’ stuff, especially as the kid had to undergo much painful effort to memorize a lot of passages of text.
Much of Buddhism is about denial of what comes naturally to us. We naturally embrace the joys & pleasures of life while fearing poverty, disease, and death. But Buddha instructed people to reject pleasure as addictive illusions that filled one with ‘desire’ and ‘attachment’ that prevented people from separating and liberating themselves from the falsehood of the world. As for poverty, disease, and death, such should not be feared or regarded with aversion since they too are mere illusions.

Some Hindu yogis go out of their way to overcome their natural aversion to pain by sitting on cactuses or doing horrible things to their bodies. Naturally, fleshly pain is something we dread and try to avoid, but Hindu yogis seek to spiritually rise above the flesh by overcoming pain and agony. They may not embark on such with enthusiasm or exhilaration but still do so with extreme commitment in order to compensate for their pain and aggravation.
In some cases, doing something one dreads and fears most may pay off in some spectacular way at the very least. Most of us would be afraid to climb a high mountain or jump out of an airplane. But those who made it to the top of Everest surely felt as masters of the world. And once one masters the practice of parachuting, it can be exhilarating to be ‘floating’ up in the sky. And maybe Hindu yogis do feel a kind of transcendence once they master the practice of making their butts impervious to cactus needles.
But what is the payoff for most people when it comes to stuff like ‘gay marriage’ and the homo agenda? Do they really feel ecstatic in the knowledge that marriage has been associated with floopy-doo homo fecal penetrators with whiny voices and fairy-like demeanor? Do they really feel better as human beings by praising and worshiping the people with the styles of Liberace? What do most people get out of this homomania? It is precisely because homomania is so unnatural that the Jewish-Homo or Jomo Cabal must work so hard 24/7 to pump us day in and day out with the homo-cult, which comes in two flavors.
On the one hand, we are to accept homos because we are told that they’re just like us, a kind of ‘new normal’, ‘new mainstream’, and so clean-cut. They are the new ‘fathers knows best’ or ‘father blows best’. But on the other hand, we are also told that we must especially worship homos since they are so showy, so stylish, so special, so wild, so creative, so radical, so subversive, and etc.
Of course, the same shtick is pulled with Jews and Negroes. So, we are told that we must regard Jews as ‘just like us’. They must not be seen as the Other, as that would be ‘antisemitic’. But we must also worship Jews because they are so special, so exceptional(in achievement and suffering), so smart, so wise, so funny, so radical, so subversive, and etc.
Same with Negroes. On the one hand, we must see blacks as ‘just as normal and upstanding as respectable middle class whites.’ So, Sidney Poitier was, for a long time, the too-good-to-be-true Negro, a real credit to his race. Even in GUESS WHO’S COMING TO DINNER, he seemed to be marrying a white woman not out of any jungle fever lust but because it was all about love and progress and doing the right thing. You’d expect the union is entirely social and idealistic and hardly sexual as Negroes are too upstanding to think about actual sex. And of course, Obama has been sold as this kind of straight upright Negro. So, how dare any white person stereotype the Negro as a sex-crazed, gorilla-powered, wild-ass, and funky mofo!
But there’s the other side of Liberalism that says we must especially revere and worship the Negro and Negress because they holler like baboons, have huge dongs and big juicy butts(that be twerking like mad), run as fast and jump as high as animals, and fight like savage chimpanzees. So, you see, Liberals love racial and sexual stereotypes AS LONG AS they can be spun positively. So, if BIRTH OF A NATION says that black men are more lustful, more aggressive, and wilder, and therefore, whites must unite and defend themselves from the Negro, that is ‘racist’ and evil. But if, Jewish-promoted Rap culture says that black men are more lustful, more aggressive, and wilder, and therefore, whites must surrender and put out to the superior and more masterful black race, that is so ‘progressive’ and wonderful. Both views are predicated on racial differences, but notice that the latter is welcomed by Liberals even as they insist, officially at any rate, that there are no racial differences and that racial stereotypes are evil.

It’s truly astounding how stupid white people are in being suckered this way. But of course, many white people do sense a lot of bullshit in all this. Naturally, many whites do fear blacks. Naturally, many whites are worried about excessive Jewish power, especially since Jews are only 2% of the population, so pushy & nasty, and so unpleasant in looks and behavior. Naturally, many whites, deep down inside, find the homosexual thing to be gross. But as they’ve been inculcated in schools and by media — and even at work — that they must defer to blacks, Jews, and homos or otherwise they are ‘racist’, ‘antisemitic’, and ‘homophobic’, white folks feel that they must repress their natural anxieties and aversions about Jews, blacks, and homos.
How else can we explain the Oprah craze? (And there’s Ellen Degeneris the degenerate who owes her success to the mere fact that she’s a lesbian as she has no discernible talent.) She may have a knack for hosting a TV show, but she is no more than a fat black entertainer. How did she become ‘the one’? Why are so many white folks crazy about her, as if she’s the daughter of MLK? Indeed, even the MLK myth is promoted excessively in part to suppress our natural aversion to his true character. The real MLK was a compulsively lying and cheating opportunistic punk who used to beat up women and laugh about it. But such truth goes against the myth of him as the prophet of peace, and so, we must shout and holler in our reverence for him in order repress our doubts about him. And same goes for the Mandela craze. In truth, whites during apartheid did great things for South Africa by building up its economy and infrastructure, none of which would have existed had blacks gained control of South Africa much earlier. Also, South Africa has been a hellhole since the black takeover. So, any rational assessment of South Africa would fill many people with aversion to and revulsion of black African rule. But we can’t have that since that would be ‘racist’. Since the myth promoted by Jews is that Mandela was the father to a rainbow society of bliss and harmony, we must go batty in our delirious over-praise of Mandela to drown out our doubts and misgivings about the experiment of black rule.
Same goes for Israel. Any rational observer would notice the fact that vicious Jews rule the US, and that they’re working in tandem with Zionist Israelis in their pitiless oppression of Palestinians. (True, Palestinians are no saints, and many of them are unpleasant people, but they’ve lost their nation with the full backing of the most powerful nations on earth.) Any honest broker should be able to tell that the likes of Sheldon Adelson and Haim Saban are snakes. But since Jews are cloaked with the holy Holocaust Cult and have the means to make or break anyone, all politicians go out of their way to bow down before Jews with wild enthusiasm.
Chris Christie - Fat Pig Running Dog of Jews
Surely, deep down inside, fatsos like Chris Christie know Sheldon Adelson for what he is — a vile and cretinous Jewish tycoon. But he and his ilk are goy dogs who must bow down to Jewish supremacism, and they know they will be destroyed for even the slightest criticism of Jews and Israel.
This is especially true of Republicans. As Democratic Party is so owned by Jews, one can be a Democratic and be mildly critical of Israel. But since the white right has traditionally been associated with the cardinal sin of ‘antisemitism’, they must make an extra effort to show that they’ve been healed, see the light, and are on the side of holy shmoly Jews. Since white Conservatives must repress so much of their natural aversion to Jewish foulness, they must make a SUPER EXTRA EFFORT to be pro-Jewish and pro-Zioinst, and this explains why the GOP is so mindlessly rabid in its support of everything Jewish. Republican pansy-boys act toward their Jewish masters like Mel Brooks-as-servant acts to his ‘master’ in TWELVE CHAIRS.

It’s all very sickening but such aversion-enthusiasm paradox is all too common among white people, and indeed, it’s becoming increasingly so since America has gone from majoritarian rule to minoritarian rule mode. Clearly, when the elites are markedly different in identity from the masses, they are going to be more nervous, anxious, and fearful of mass values, mass norms, mass passions, mass biases, and mass prejudices since the natural mode of most people is to want to be ruled by their own kind. Therefore, there will be more pressure from Jews and homos on the majority gentiles and straight people to suppress their natural tendencies, feelings, and values in favor of lionizing, revering, and worshiping the glory of Jews and homos, i.e. the ‘new normal’.
Given the nature of what has happened in America and EU in recent years, ‘antisemitism’ — though unpleasant and nasty at times — was very natural and even healthy in European history. What people would want to be ruled and manipulated by an alien elite with different looks and values? Why did the Chinese eventually overthrow the Manchus? Why did the Indians eventually bid the British farewell? Indeed, suppose Turks are only 2% of the Israel population but have the kind of economic, media, and political control that Jews have over US, UK, and even Russia. Jews in Israel would flip out and call out for Jewish nation for Jewish people under Jewish rule; Jews would be totally ‘antisemitic’ against the Turks. But Jews have been working so hard to make white people see ‘antisemitism’ as some kind of irrational disease of the mind when, in fact, the true disease is the notion that gentiles in America and the West should cower before the Jewish minority elites that, despite all their power and privilege, still go around whining like they are all poor survivors of the Holocaust. Consider the differential in power between Israeli Jews — who are backed by US, EU, Russia, and developed world — and Palestinians who have nothing and no support from the world community. Yet, we are to believe that Palestinians are the new Nazis and we must do everything in our power to save Jews from kids throwing rocks in Gaza at Israeli tanks and jet fighters. Anyone who knows anything naturally feels repulsed by such bullshit. But in America and EU, you don’t get anywhere without sucking up to Jews. And it’s not enough to tolerate Jews. Indeed, it’s not enough to welcome Jews. It’s not enough to praise Jews. We must worship Jews as holy victims of all eternity. Since this is so much BS, we must make a SUPER EXTRA EFFORT to repress all our doubts and to express our full enthusiasm for the Jews.
"Zionists are the kindest, bravest, warmest, most wonderful human beings I've ever known in my life."
Aversion-Exhilaration Paradox is well-illustrated by the case of Jack Johnson. In truth, Johnson was a loathsome person. But seen in historical context, we can understand why he had special meaning to black folks. In a society where blacks were, at best, second-class citizens(and often not even that), it was natural for many blacks to feel pride when Jack Johnson beat up all the whites guys and won the championship. Even ‘racist’ white people should be able to acknowledge that much, i.e. even if Johnson was lowly in character as an individual, he was a great boxer and he overcame many social obstacles at a time when there was so much white antipathy to any notion of black pride and power. To be sure, there were white progressives back then who did promote black pride, but it had to be respectable, the sort that was a ‘credit to their race’ and approved by white society. Johnson’s counter-example stood for blacks defining their own brand of racial pride(even if it meant blacks would eventually fulfill the stereotype as gorilla-like thugs with big fists, big muscles, and big dicks).
Jack Johnson the Negro Champion
Ken Burns the white dork Liberal sap
This much, all of us can agree on. But among white Liberals like Ken Burns, there’s this quasi-religious need to be redeemed of ‘white guilt’, and this means that we must all overcome the problem of Johnson’s lowly character and elevate him to something like a super-hero of noble virtues and greatness. So, with the likes of Ken Burns, it’s not enough to acknowledge the social meaning of Johnson within the context of history. We must somehow repress our natural loathing of many of his characteristics and pretend that he was a hero of the ages. But the fact is, if we remove the historical and social context, there’s only the thug. If Johnson were alive today, he’d be just another trashy black athlete, just another black thug in the streets or in jail, or just another black loudmouth who are dime-a-dozen. It was the context that gave special meaning to his life and career, but for white Liberals the CONTEXT of one’s character matters more than the CONTENT. And so, many idiot white Liberals get all gushy about Johnson as if he wasn’t just some socio-historically significant athlete but some kind of prophet-saint of the righteous fist: a kind of one-man black Boxer Rebellion. Anyway, whites today must repress so much of their doubts and revulsion about the real Jack Johnson in order to believe in the culturally sanctioned myth that he was made of heroic stuff. In truth, he was just a thug who liked to beat up people. And although harassed by white society-at-large, he was a bully in the ring since he ducked black fighters — who might have beaten him — and stuck to beating up easier white fighters. If bullying is where the stronger picks on the weaker, Johnson was a bully since he refused to fight other black fighters as tough or tougher than him. When he fought all those white guys, it was like a man deciding to fight only women, as indeed, the difference between the black male and white male in athleticism is almost comparable to that between a man and a woman.
Though we divide the sexuality into male and female, males can take on feminine attributes and females can take on male attributes depending on the set and setting. So, women prison guards come to act like men in their use of force to maintain order among women prisoners.
In contrast, even seemingly tough males will turn wussy in the presence of much tougher males. It’s like an aggressive barking male dog will suddenly droop its ears, curl its tail, and roll on its back in the presence of an bigger and tougher male dog.
White males have been totally pussifed by black males, and of course, this is very humiliating. To the natural male instinct, such a fate is disgusting and intolerable. Why would the men of any nation or race want to be pussified into quasi-womanhood by another race or people? So, the natural white male response to their fate under the lordship of smarter Jew and stronger blacks would be anger and rage, but since they’ve been brainwashed to believe that any negative feelings about Jews and blacks is ‘racist’ or ‘antisemitic’ — ooh, so evil and wicked! — , they repress their aversion and go out of their way to show their enthusiasm for their submission to Jewish brains and black brawn. When Bill Clinton addressed a bunch of white students at a commencement ceremony and told them that their kind is fated to become a minority in America, why was he greeted with such ecstatic applause from whites? Surely, deep down inside, the white students must have felt some doubt and anxiety about the future of their own kind as a minority in the very nation founded politically, culturally, economically, and socially by their ancestors. But as they’ve been brainwashed that they can only redeem ‘white guilt’ by submission to Jews and blacks(and ‘undocumented immigrants’ of all color), they simply couldn’t admit to their aversions about the troubled future. So, they went out of their way to applaud Clinton with rapturous exhilaration to drown out their natural aversions and anxieties.
It was the same with the kids assembled at a Harry Potter convention. When the foul and disgusting J. K. Rowling said Dumbledork is supposed to be a homo, there was first a muted reaction, as if WTF. But as kids have been told that there’s no higher honor in life than worshiping homos — after Jews and MLK of course — , they drowned out their doubts with mindless non-stop applause.

This is how mindless most people are, and this is why the Enlightenment ideals centered around Reason don’t go very far. For the elites, the thing is not to educate the people to think as individuals. First, most people are incapable of individual/independent thought even with extensive education and training. But, even if it were possible to turn most people into free thinkers, why would the elites want such an outcome when it would mean free-thinking individuals thinking their own thoughts and speaking truth to elite power? Why would Jewish-and-Homo or Jomo elites want the vast majority of people who are not Jewish nor homo to think freely and speak truth to Jewish and homo power? So, the Jomo elites seek to use mass education, mass indoctrination, mass advertising, mass taboo-enforcing, mass delirium — so much the feature of ‘gay pride’ parades — , and mass ignorance to further their goals.
Also, since both the Liberal and Conservative elites have been bought, tamed, and chained to the globalist Jomo agenda, the masses have no alternative leadership that might offer alternative formulation of power. There is no Moses figure in America. Jews and Homos are the new pharaohs, and they’ve leashed and trained everyone who matters to be obedient.
The GOP establishment, totally under the thumb of Neocon Jews who are allied to Liberal Zionist Jews of the Democratic Party, have decided to surrender on ‘gay marriage’. Since the corporate class, academia, media, and finance controlled by Jews say we must have ‘gay marriage’, the GOP has decided it better go along. So, all those Americans who’d supported the GOP for socially conservative reasons have all been had. They thought they had a stake in the Republic, but their votes were merely exploited by weasel-GOP elites who are nothing but running dogs of the Jewish elites. Of course, GOP leaders don’t suddenly say that they are FOR ‘gay marriage’. They just say, oh well... um.. uh..., ‘gay marriage’ is inevitable and there’s nothing that can be done about it. Now, Orrin Hatch is an old man who grew up in a much more conservative time and place. You’d think he’d stand up for the real values, but he’s a politician first and foremost, and politicians are prostituticians who go where the power is. It’s like Sal in THE GODFATHER shaking Barzini’s hand since, well, it appeared as though the Corleones are finished and Barzini is the inevitable winner. So, why fight it? Just ho-de-do like a ‘house nigger’. A true conservative would stick up for his principles and fight to the last even if the cause seems lost. But these GOP elite scum have no scruples. They are really out for #1, which is themselves. Of course, the Jomos are cackling with hideous glee as they take notice of how cowardly, craven, and chickenshit most American Conservatives are. And of course, deep down inside, many American Conservatives who sell out this way know they are succumbing to something they naturally feel an aversion to deep in their hearts. So, what will happen eventually? Following the logic of the Aversion-Exhilaration Paradox, it won’t be long before the GOP loudly and ‘proudly’ proclaims that ‘gay marriage’ is the ultimate in ‘family values’. Yes, the GOP has learned to love Big Buttfuc*ing Brother.

Aversion-Exhilaration Paradox in Action:

Goyim repress their cravenness and shame with excessive enthusiasm for whatever Netanhayu says.

Commissars scared shitless of Stalin hide their fears by out-of-control non-stop applause.


  1. It is called 'reaction formation' in psychology. / You have simple, clear and sharply divided explanatory template, and you search, select and process information selectively to fit that template, to fit to your emotional landscape. However reality (or the liberal system) is not like that, and doesnt function like that. Reality is complex, fuzzy, it has many sides, and there are many shades of grey between black and white (I am not referring to races here). You are in technical sense intelligent and creative, but at the same time crude, misguided, ignorant and uncivilized. Obviously you are autodidactic. Your philosophy rests too much on analyzing movies, mostly garbage in and you might distill what there is to distill, but it is still garbage mixed with some less valuable insights out. If you want to have positive impact on the world, you have to understand and know more, and change. You could be an intelligent and effective pro-White, but it requires studying, and shedding the obsession with the Jews.

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